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Yugi & Yami Mutou ([personal profile] twinpharaohs) wrote2012-05-27 08:29 pm

[LOCKED: April, Kat, Bakura/Malik] Dominion Trip, Mid-January 3000 CE

((Continued from here. Kat does not have an RP journal of her own, so she'll be played through either Yugi's or Bakura's, depending on whoever's logged in at the time. Most likely Yugi. Kat now has an RP journal at [personal profile] toreador_saviour.))

When Yugi, Yami, Bakura, and April PINPoint into Dominion, they're closer to their destination than they were the last time April was here. The January air is positively chilly, and the sky is currently clouded over. A couple of inches of snow cover everything except the streets and sidewalks.

Yugi takes a moment to orient himself, then says, "Oh good, we're actually near Bakura's place. Kat's apartment is just down the road." He points towards a tall, fourteen-storey building a couple of blocks to the east by way of demonstration.
toreador_saviour: (Toreador Pride)

Stupid Enter button. Also, good deduction about what Kat's Beast has in mind!

[personal profile] toreador_saviour 2012-05-31 06:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Especially wondering what Bakura tastes like. Kat subconsciously squeezes April's hand a bit, something she seems to do on reflex whenever someone grasps her hand.

She shakes her head, opening her eyes a little. "Only thing I could think of," she says quietly. "My Sire isn't around to tell me how to manage this kind of thing. Not sure I'd want his advice anyway, given what I know about him. I'm sure he'd tell me not to bother with restraining it at all."
slayers_desire: (innocent)

thanks :D

[personal profile] slayers_desire 2012-05-31 06:51 pm (UTC)(link)
April knows that sort of desire. The desire for the one who are in love with is the hardest to deny at times.

"Don't use a cage." April repeated.

"Actually... not restaining the Beast is good advice. Look within me. My Beast is not in a cage. She is there. I admit she is there. I respect that she is there. We live together in harmony..."

"You have to find a way to work with your Beast."
toreador_saviour: (Toreador Pride)

[personal profile] toreador_saviour 2012-05-31 07:16 pm (UTC)(link)
At this Kat opens her eyes fully, now looking down at the floor. "I'm not sure how well that'll work," she says. "Everything I know about the Kindred tells me that our Beasts are wild animals. My Beast nearly killed my sister when I woke up after my Embrace. Kindred who don't restrain their Beasts in some way or another always seem to degenerate into monsters."

She does, however, look within April to see her Beast. When she does, Kat's Beast develops a sudden interest in April's, and Kat hastily steps back from April's mind before Beast-to-Beast combat of any kind occurs. Nodding a little, she says, "Your Beast is of a different nature than mine, I think. It's intelligent. Mine... Well, like I said, 'wild animal' is an apt description."

The words remind her of her awakening Frenzy, and they trigger a very intense flashback right about then. A man with messy blond hair and glowing red eyes biting into Kat's neck, forcing his bleeding wrist against her mouth. Waking up, in bed, her sister watching over her, seeing entirely in red and heat. The Beast, attacking Laurie. Her sister's blood on her hands and mouth. Her mother, shouting after Kat as she crashes through her bedroom window, running away. "GET OUT! GET OUT, AND NEVER COME BACK!

Terror. Despair. Both then, and now.

When Kat comes out of the flashback, small trickles of blood run from her tear ducts, and she lets out a choked, quiet noise somewhere between a growl and a sob. "Dammit," she says, weariness in her voice. "Dammit, I hate it when that happens..."
slayers_desire: (vampire: beauty queen)

[personal profile] slayers_desire 2012-05-31 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
"I have had 18 years of learning how to live with my Beast. It is no different than yours. And if you want to use the animal terminology... even a wild animal can be tamed with patience and understanding."

"The problem is... you are still thinking of yourself as two different people. Me... I am whole. My Beast and I are the same person."

"I respect its need for blood. Its need for destruction."

"You can restrain... without denying yourself what you are. Who you are."
toreador_saviour: (Toreador Pride)

[personal profile] toreador_saviour 2012-06-01 06:48 am (UTC)(link)
Kat smiles, a touch of bitterness in the expression. "Tamed, huh? Well... That could take years, and in the meantime, I'm not comfortable leaving my Beast unrestrained. So while I work on that, what would you suggest I use in terms of mental symbolism to keep it under control?" There is no hint of sarcasm in her voice; the question is entirely sincere, though it does sound like the idea unnerves her a bit.

The second part leaves her quiet for a bit. Then she says, "You can accept something like that as being an inseparable part of yourself without considering it the same person as you. Like a split personality. I can't get rid of my Beast, and I've always known that. But all I will ever be able to think of it as is something that is a part of me, but not me." She straightens a bit and says, "Personality defines who we are, our identity. My Beast and I do not have the same personality. You see where I'm coming from here?"
slayers_desire: (vampire: decisions)

[personal profile] slayers_desire 2012-06-01 12:35 pm (UTC)(link)
"You believe that my Beast and I have the same personality? I have struggled against the Beast too. For years I denied it. And it never helped."

"It made things worse."

But April does understand where Kat is coming from. She likely still thinks of herself as human. Her 'embrace' was such a recent event after all.

"When you can't allow an wild animal to roam free, and it is too dangerous to cage it... I guess I would suggest mentally tranquilizing it. We can tie your mantra word to a hypnotic calming agent that will affect your Beast."

"I could do it too... place the right techniques in your head. And give you the wording you need to control. it."
toreador_saviour: (Serious)

[personal profile] toreador_saviour 2012-06-02 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
Kat looks suddenly very embarrassed. "That—I didn't mean it like that, I'm sorry."

April's only partially right there. In some ways, yes, Kat does still think of herself as human, but for the most part, she's simply trying to retain as much of her former Humanity as she can. A lot of Kindred, fleglings especially, try to do that.

Kat watches her for a moment, considering, then nods. "Do it," she says quietly.
slayers_desire: (thinking about future)

[personal profile] slayers_desire 2012-06-02 02:55 pm (UTC)(link)
April closed her eyes and reached into Kat's mind. It won't be hard to find the Beast, and touch that part of her mind only.

Using the word 'Nightingale', she starts to place a hypnotic suggestion on the Beast. That every time it hears that word, it will go into a slumber. That it will be less able to control Kat... and less likely to desire the blood of others. And that with this word... Kat can start taking the steps she needs to find a better balance between her humanity and her Beast.

"There. It is done."
toreador_saviour: (Toreador Pride)

[personal profile] toreador_saviour 2012-06-02 09:58 pm (UTC)(link)
Kat appears to take several breaths in and out for a bit, eyes closed. She repeats her mantra a few times in her head, "watching" as the Beast falls asleep. "Thank you," she says quietly. She glances over at Bakura for a moment before looking away, biting her lip gently.

Bakura, Yugi, and Yami have been watching the entire exchange quietly, having come out of their own meditations. Bakura drops out of the barchair he's been sitting in and tentatively comes over to lay a hand on her shoulder. "You alright?" he asks her quietly.

She smiles gently at him. "Yeah. Good, actually."
slayers_desire: (resting)

[personal profile] slayers_desire 2012-06-02 10:01 pm (UTC)(link)
You should tell him. When you are ready... of course... But don't be afraid of telling him of how you feel. Even when it comes to hungering for him. April keeps that statement for Kat's mind only.

There are differences between the type of vampire that Kat is, to her own. April realizes that. And she hopes that that she can help a little. But there is only so much she can do as long as Kat denies her vampire side.

toreador_saviour: (Scrutinizing)

She *will* tell him. At the end of the next Installment in a couple of weeks our time. =P

[personal profile] toreador_saviour 2012-06-02 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm not scared of telling him, Kat 'replies', I'm scared of what might happen if I do and we do get together. Mortal/Kindred relationships can get... messy...
slayers_desire: (vampire: blood lust)

[personal profile] slayers_desire 2012-06-02 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Is the vampire bite for your kind painful, or pleasurable? April mentally asks. Because if it is the second... and something you both want to look into... I can also teach you control over the hunger. To take only a little, and not let it consume you. Or him.
toreador_saviour: (Scrutinizing)

[personal profile] toreador_saviour 2012-06-02 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
Pleasurable, Kat admits after a short pause, mentally shuddering as she remembers Zechiel's bite during her Embrace. To the point of addiction, for some mortals, which is part of what I'm worried about.
slayers_desire: (pregnant: growing belly)

[personal profile] slayers_desire 2012-06-02 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah... yes I can see the dangers. Like I said... I am here to help if you two ever want to take that step. But only when you are ready.

"So... if I am going to visit you all now and then. Be warned that Clark and my dimension moves quicker than most timelines. Next time you see me..." She smiles, touching her first trimester belly. "I could be huge."
slayers_desire: (friendly smile)

sounds good to me. She won't expand by that much in that time

[personal profile] slayers_desire 2012-06-03 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course. You guys can always contact me. Any time."
slayers_desire: (not so serious)

LOL April never thought their time would go by faster.

[personal profile] slayers_desire 2012-06-03 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
"That would be great. Thanks for having me here."
slayers_desire: (Default)

[personal profile] slayers_desire 2012-06-03 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
"Thanks Yugi. It was nice meeting you all. I hope to return."